| Location | Derby, Derbyshire |
| Age | 0 |
| Cause of Death | Still Birth |
| Date of Birth | 29/01/1990 |
| Date of Death | 29/01/1990 |
| Visitors | 995 since 05/09/2008 |
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I was 29 weeks pregnant when the dr's said you had stopped growing. They kept me in hospital for 6 weeks on medication in the hope you would grow some more before you were born. At 1 pound 8 ounces you were too small to have a fighting chance. I was allowed home one weekend but sadly it was at that time that you chose to go to sleep. I went back to the hospital at 35 weeks pregnant and they said your heart had stopped beating i was indused and you were born asleep.
God wanted you as one of his little angels. I didnt get a chance to get to know you but i still think about you all the time and leave birthday cards at your resting place. You would have been 20yrs old now.
It was found years later that Mummy had a genetic disorder and could not hold on to her babies and lost 6 other little angels. R.I.P to all my little Angel babies who have their wings. xxx
Little brother to Claire-Louise and Kelly Marie uncle to Kyla Shannon. Sleep tight my little angel. Lots of love and kisses Mummy.xxxx
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Grandson to Angel Ken Smith. Nephew to angels Allen & Gordon.
Gone But
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Put This On Your
Page If You Know
Someone Who Is In
Heaven's Garden.xx
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ღ♥ღ Happy Birthday, xx ღ♥ღ
Happy Birthday Christopher James, You would have been 22yrs old today a grown man i often wander what you would have turned out like or what you would be doing now you were so tiny with your beautiful blonde hair and blue eyes. Taken too soon will love and miss you always. xx ♥ xx
God saw u getting tired and a cure was not to be, so he put his arms around u and whispered come with me... With tearful eyes we watched and saw u pass away. Although we love u dearly we could not make u stay. A golden heart stopped beating, hard working hands at rest. God broke our hearts to prove he only takes the best.
Happy Birthday In Heaven - by Winnie Lovett
"Happy Birthday Christopher"
It's sure to be the best one yet,
Though you left us here behind.
Did you think that we'd forget?
Your cake this year, will surely be,
A beauty to behold.
With the icing made of Silver,
And the candles made of Gold.
Yes, your birthday in Heaven,
Will be such a grand affair.
And I know you'll look so lovely,
With a halo in your hair.
The Angels will come from everywhere,
To sing your birthday song.
And I know they'll be so happy,
That you've joined, God's Happy Throng.
No I can't send a card this year,
Or give a gift so fine.
So I'll just send a special prayer,
To that wonderful Son of yours.
Born Asleep - by Unknown Author
“Born Asleep" - such a beautiful phrase,
Always touches me to the core.
The broken cries of a Mother's heart
When it just can't take anymore.
I open my heart, one Mum to another,
So you never lose your hope,
That although it gets no easier,
I promise you'll learn to cope.
Remember your Angel is sleeping
In a world much kinder than ours
And will always be there to hold your hand
Even in your darkest hours.
My own little Angel will keep an eye,
And play with yours in their park.
But you must find your love and strength,
And feed your own little spark.
You'll never be alone my friend,
I will always understand.
If the tides loom up to swallow you,
Just reach out and grab my hand.
ღ♥ღ Heaven ღ♥ღ
If i could visit heaven,ღ♥ღ
Even for a day,ღ♥ღ
Maybe for a moment,ღ♥ღ
The pain would go away,ღ♥ღ
I'd put my arms around you,ღ♥ღ
And whisper words so true,ღ♥ღ
That living life without you,ღ♥ღ
Is the hardest thing to do.ღ♥ღ
No matter how i spend my days,ღ♥ღ
No matter what i do,ღ♥ღ
No morning dawns or evening falls,ღ♥ღ
When i don't think of you xx.ღ♥ღ
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~Eternal Light~
Happy Birthday my little angel. xx
20yrs ago today you were born sleeping. I often wonder what you would have looked like or how you would have turned out, how tall you would be or what you would be doing. But most of all i think about how much i love and miss you. Happy Birthday Christopher James. Lots of love and kisses my little angel. xxx
Remember me when I am gone away,
Gone far away into the silent land;
When you can no more hold me by the hand,
Nor I half turn to go yet turning stay.
Remember me when no more day by day.
You tell me of our future that you plann'd:
Only remember me; you understand
It will be late to counsel then or pray.
Yet if you should forget me for a while
And afterwards remember, do not grieve:
For if the darkness and corruption leave
A vestige of the thoughts that once I had,
Better by far you should forget and smile
Than that you should remember and be sad.
Love & Miss you always. xx
The world may never notice
If a Snowdrop doesn't bloom,
Or even pause to wonder
If the petals fall too soon.
But every life that ever forms,
Or ever comes to be,
Touches the world in some small way
For all eternity.
The little one we long for
Was swiftly here and gone.
But the love that was then planted
Is a light that still shines on.
And though our arms are empty,
Our hearts know what to do.
Every beating of our hearts
Says that we do love you.
With Love.xxx
When you hear an Angel softly whisper to you,
In the light of the day, or the darkness of the night.
When you feel the presence of an Angel caress you,
And see their beautiful wings spread in graceful flight.
When something inside you just makes you smile,
Or you feel a warmth suddenly wash over your heart.
When your dreams are beautiful and include an Angel,
As you lay with your head on your pillow, in the dark.
When you're alone, and everything is quiet around you,
Yet you can hear the sweetest lullaby being sung.
When waking up in the morning, any troubles feel lighter,
From speaking with an Angel, before a new day has begun.
Then you know I am the Angel who you can feel and hear;
Your special Angel from Heaven who will always be so near.
I'm no longer able to be here in body, but I'm with you everyday,
As my loving heart, my soul, and my spirit, will never be far away.
xxx
When tomorrow starts without me,
and I'm not there to see;
If the sun should rise and find your eyes,
all filled with tears for me;
I wish so much you wouldn't cry,
the way you did today,
while thinking of the many things,
we didn't get to say.
I know how much you love me,
as much as I love you,
and each time that you think of me,
I know you'll miss me too;
But when tomorrow starts without me,
please try to understand,
that an Angel came and called my name,
and took me by the hand,
and said my place was ready,
in heaven far above,
and that I'd have to leave behind,
all those I dearly love.
But as I turned to walk away,
a tear fell from my eye,
for all life, I'd always thought,
I didn't want to die.
I had so much to live for,
so much yet to do,
it seemed almost impossible,
that I was leaving you.
I thought of all the yesterdays,
the good ones and the bad,
I thought of all the love we shared,
and all the fun we had.
If I could relive yesterday,
just even for awhile,
I'd say goodbye and kiss you
and maybe see you smile.
But then I fully realized,
that this could never be,
for emptiness and memories,
would take the place of me.
And when I thought of worldly things,
I might miss come tomorrow,
I thought of you, and when I did,
my heart was filled with sorrow.
But when I walked through heaven's gates,
I felt so much at home.
When God looked down and smiled at me,
from His great golden throne,
He said, "This is eternity,
and all I've promised you".
Today for life on earth is past,
but here it starts anew.
I promise no tomorrow,
but today will always last,
and since each day's the same day,
there's no longing for the past.
But you have been so faithful,
so trusting and so true.
Though there were times you did some things,
you knew you shouldn't do.
But you have been forgiven
and now at last you're free.
So won't you take my hand
and share my life with me?
So when tomorrow starts without me,
don't think we're far apart,
for every time you think of me,
I'm right here, in your heart.
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